camping Time

I always like when it comes to adventurous and outward activities..

Recently I did participate in kembara’s student camping at Kg Kilimu

I join the camping as commander in duties..

There are 7 commander in charge during the camping,

In between that rd who was my classmate, aziz who was Kesatria commander, Donna, Diana ,aziemah and aliece who was junior comnmander..

7 of us have to help our pegawai to look over 42 person of part 1 students..

Its happy to say that I have a lot of fun during the camping even though I become ardy’s punching beg that time..

I mean responsive punching beg.. huuuhu..

In our first day at Kg.Kilimu we did not many activities as the student should get enough rest to do

Many activities in the second day

For more, its already dark when we arrived at the kg Kilimu..

After done with khemah stuff

We cook dinner meal for student then arranged the student in playing their roles as sentry..

Hehe…

This pic is taken during the first night of us there..

We call this night as malam unggun api..

We stay with students then have a long chat and everyone free to share story

Actually I felt very tired and sleepy that night..

I already ready to sleep at my Kemah but when i saw my marching coach in a sad mood when I look out of my kemah,

And ardy who was with him doesn’t seem to have idea to talk

Then I decide to postpone my sleep

I told dona and Diana to join me to go out to talk with our marching coach

At first me myself don’t know what to say to make my coach calm..

Actually he was sad and worried so much about his wife who was giving birth for their first child at peninsular

AT PENISULAR

His wife who was giving birth was at peninsular but he was here to work..

Pity on him,

I wondering what it feel to be in his shoes…

To start conversation with my coach I ask him about his wife condition

Then he seem to felt very confused,

Then I ask him how he meet with his wife, what he likes about his wife, how they get married n so on

I can see his eye blooming when he talk about his wife,

He felt very excited to talk about his wife

Everything is good about his wife…

He keep on telling us stories about them..

It such a wonderful story

I like to hear them..

Heee…What I observe during our conversation with my marching coach is no matter how great a man is,

How cruel they was,

How stubborn  they was,

They will always become a loveable person when together with the person they love,

After almost 3 hours our conversation,

I felt very sleepy then I sleep…

The next day of the camping..

Me and the other commanders  woke up on 4.30 a.m..

After done with subuh pray

We prepare breakfast for students,

Hehe..

We play at the Kilimu River around 5.30 P.M

The water is very cold,

Uuuwwww..seriously its like you was in ice box when you was in the water..

Haha..to make it  fun we make a competition…

We have to stay in the cold water as long as we can..

Who stand up first will lost and have to spend us cheese cake..

Then when no one seems want to give up..

Then We  make a trick so that one of us stand and treat us cheese cake..

Haha..We said who gets up to land first will win then aziemah quickly run to land..

She loss…

Im not ok

There are person that always makes me sick whenever i think about him..huh..I hate him but i cant help myself from think about him..Hate it...I hate to say that im trying real hard just to kick his picture in my mind...huh..He makes me think about this song..

L.O.v.E

Do you know why Allah creates gaps between our fingers??You know why??So that the gaps between our fingers will be filled with fingers of the person that are meant for us...

Life

Life is too short,
Grudges are a waste of perfect happiness,
Laugh when u can,
Apologize when you should,
Let go what you cant change,
Love deeply and forgive quickly,
Take chances,
Give everything and have no regrets..
Life is too short to be unhappy,
You have to take the good with the bad,
Smile when you are sad,
Love what you got and always remember what you had,
Always forgive but never forget,
Learn from your mistakes but never regrets,
People change and things go wrong,
But always remember..
LIFE MUST GOES ON!!

I like damn much the quote above..I always read this in time i felt down or in time im in problem..I write this quote into a paper and place it at every place that i can see such as in my soft board beside my studying table, in my diary and in my note book..hehehe..I dont know why, every time i read this quote there are strange feelings flipped into my heart that always makes me becoming strong and dare to face anything that distract my attention..Whats so interesting about this quotes to me???This quote teach me how to face with social problem that occured surround me..Social problem that involve me actually..It tell me to stay smiling eventhough my heart broke into pieces and never stop crying..It tell me something that someone once told me..Someone that can influence me..Someone that has power on me..I always think and obey his saying...This quote also makes me realize how short my life is and because of that i want to do something in my life..Something that when i die someday, i'll remain remembered because of it..Meaning to say i already die but i remain live..Physically im die but i live in a memory a person that remember me..Like what william shakespheare does for her dead wife..He create a poem that describe his wife beautifullness..ooohhh...sssooo ssswwweeeettt..How much i hope there are guy that would do the same thing with shakesphere to me..hahaah..LOL..Shakesphere hope the beautifullness of his dead wife will remain remembered as long people read the Sonnet..Wow..What a sad romantic story..Pergh...Lets proceed with my reasons why i like this quote..hehe..This quote told me to never regerets mistakes that i does..It told me to learn from it...I did a lot of mistakes in my life..and some of them are really hard for me myself to accept..Although its been a year its happen but its remain fresh in my mind..It never had chances to move out or getting old in my mind..Its keep on playing in my mind and i still cannot forgive myself for that..I wont..Mistakes that wash away my ego in myself, change me into different person that me myself dont know, wash away my self confidence to do new thing, and the most important things..The mistakes that makes me doesnt believe myself..hehe..There are someone said this to me "how i am going to believe you, If you yourself doesnt believe with yourself"..All i do is just keep quiet because my heart crying out loud that time but what i show in my face is smile..i'll just smile and keep on smiling..Trying to avoid them to read my mind..If i have a strength i would say to her i want to believe in myself but what happen when i really does???What really happen??I know she must had an answer for it..